A living dream unfolds as there I was.
I walk in a city of stone. But there is much more than that. The evening light fills my being.
There are trees around and people and birds. I dream but I know I dream. I become the master of the dream.
I get up from a table with 4 other people and I rise… as always. I rise and fly thru branches with green leafs and flowers, I feel the awesome wind engulfing me.
The city unfolds under me, with people celebrating. And then… it starts. I or something in me starts to sing, a pure song of happiness and joy, a celebration hymn for the Universe. The voice is mine … but not mine… it’s the voice of a soprano woman, pure and powerful. The song fills the city and I keep flying and rolling. Aware of the dream, aware of everything around.
The dream fill so vivid, like I belong to it, so colorful, so much power and singing and joy and celebration.
When energy gets low I see a tunnel in the ground, a rectangular tunnel in which I enter. The walls are yellow and full of light. I speed along to reach Infinity.
And then I wake. But still the song lingers…
As always … I flew like a dragon… but there was no fire 🙂
We are just strings of memories. Or not just that…
Small apertures through which Divinity watches. Collections of here and now.
Dreamers who forgot that they dream.
There is only Now, the past is a memory, the future is another memory. Listening to the voices of the dead, perceiving present as what It Is, a great silence settles in.
Evolution, flow, acceptance. Mind as a tool of the Self. Self as a mirror. All colors, all aspects, reflected, absorbed in a continuous present.
A chant fills the space. A second to realize it. What matters?
A dream, but all that is beyond that, the Nagual. Vast spaces, all extend from the self, they are the self.
As is, as I am, connected, a rolling wave in an Infinite Eternity.
Unreal to see, to feel, to be.
Aplace myself floating on the waves of time.
Running to catch Eternity, but always one step behind.
Reading arcane truths, misspelled for an aging humanity.
Unveiled mysteries lying around, to be ignored in favor of ephemeral dreams.
A circle, a barrier, a line to the edge of conscience, all lays on a vision seeded in perceptual shadows.
Frozen dreams, shards of memories, butterfly effects laying waste to encroaching Shadowrealms.
Who am I? …
Deep silence inside, misplaced, un-judgement of a life vortex.
I look behind, but dream ahead, I breath the Light and embrace the Dark.
A Raven flight over green fields, a Dragon’s breath under an infinite sky, no words to describe the fields of Life.
Who am I?…
Dreaming or being dreamed.
There was only darkness around. It was safe. The usual night.
And then the dream bloomed. A city, some city, no name, no identity. Tall buildings, no souls around.
I ascend, the wonderful sensation of flying through space, by mind alone.
And then I look at my hands … and I smile. I became Aware and Present. I fly with speed through the Dark City. I watch the dark sky and then my hands again. Descending to the ground, the wonder of the silvery light fills me.
I walk and I see strange gardens with dark flowers. Looking around yellow lights follow me… and I still wonder that I have so much energy to sustain the flight and the Awareness.
On a glimpse a dark tall building appears, like a mausoleum, made of dark granite, like an old castle. I fly to the top and then the energy starts dropping… With a last effort I manage to grab the ledge and get myself up on the roof.
Looking around I see only Fog.
Anomaly is evolution.
Breaking the boundaries is evolution.
Making the leap beyond the edge is the only way to break free.
Just before waking up.
I’m in the city of my childhood. I walk amongst people and places. And then I throw myself in the air. Not high, a few feet above ground. And then I fly again. Not many details but a lot of people. I swing through them like a bee. I descend into craters and disasters. There is light but also darkness. There is just the drive, the speed, the unlimited joy of flying.
It is happening. Not always, but from time to time.
A glimpse, that is. A door that opens.
I find myself on the edge of something. Something which I cannot really put into words, just metaphors. It’s like sitting on an edge. An edge of something. Something like a great ocean, or a great cascade of silence. A vast view of nothing to remember, a great pause of all I know. Let’s name it Nagual or … whatever. It doesn’t matter the name, just the impact. I just sit there and See. The Great Divide. Just being. Samsara and the Unknown, face to face. I’m not split at that moment, I’m just the Observer. The feeling transcends all feelings or thoughts. Because there are none. The mill has stopped. Infinity is stalking me…
The moment has enough power to shake me. A glimpse of … what I cannot really describe. It’s magic, beyond words and yet… the road unfolds ahead.
After a while the train of thoughts starts marching again.
But I remember.
And I will Hunt and I will return. I will Stalk the self, I will Hunt the I and then the Dream will unfold again.